I have a mixed cultural inheritance. A bit Italian, a bit American, and a bit Egyptian, I feel proud of this fusion.
No matter how much I grow, hardly a few weeks go by without finding my self in a situation that shows an triggers an unexpected behavior. Not for me, of course, I have spend enough time with my self by now. But yes unexpected to the outsider viewer.
This does not make finding a right partner easy.
My Egyptian side says I should find a mystical woman, or several of them. Beautiful women with ddark deep eyes, who speak little, but yet have a unique ability to entertain me all night long. Women with the ability to make you believe you making the decision, while too late you realize you did not.
My Italian side wants a loud talker. A strong woman who can win any argument or at least make a point that everyone can hear while keeping her elegance intact. One that tells you every day she decides. One that keeps you stomach full and always makes your house warm.
My American side expects a good deal. Someone with whom I can share basic activities and build good credit. Someone who will tell you that your decisions are yours, and you will deal with the results. As long as you are available for Thanksgiving, we are good.
So...who could make me happy? It is possible to find a woman that would combine all this needs. And, even more challenging, one that would be happy with ME!
Well...here is the magic.
Every night, before falling asleep, I realize the same. I just need simplicity. A companion that is smart enough to understand my complexities and laugh at them. Someone with a gentle hand, who can simply touch my head and make my smile.
Saturday, December 21, 2013
Welcome to the magic!
Welcome.
As a woman walking inevitably towards her mid life, and probably starting a very early mid life crisis, I find myself with the need of a new way to express my self.
I can proudly say I have tried most ways, or at least all I could think of. However, my limited drawing skills, inability to sing, and questionable musical talent have not completed me. I even tried some kind of a free wild life for a while, but definitely not my comfort zone.
As winter comes along, so comes a feeling of loneliness. I am not alone, yet I have a need for privacy that i find hard to explain. Still, I want to turn my ideas into bites of information to be uploaded in some virtual space.
It is curios how new technologies give us a different opportunity to share while we keep privacy. It has turned out to be a perfect solution.
I do not know how often I will write this blog. I do not know what it will be about. Too many changes going on in my life at so many levels, so I will probably just jump from subject to subject rather randomly. Some of my friends would say that randomization is my usual communication pattern. I hope they are right.
Enjoy the magic.
As a woman walking inevitably towards her mid life, and probably starting a very early mid life crisis, I find myself with the need of a new way to express my self.
I can proudly say I have tried most ways, or at least all I could think of. However, my limited drawing skills, inability to sing, and questionable musical talent have not completed me. I even tried some kind of a free wild life for a while, but definitely not my comfort zone.
As winter comes along, so comes a feeling of loneliness. I am not alone, yet I have a need for privacy that i find hard to explain. Still, I want to turn my ideas into bites of information to be uploaded in some virtual space.
It is curios how new technologies give us a different opportunity to share while we keep privacy. It has turned out to be a perfect solution.
I do not know how often I will write this blog. I do not know what it will be about. Too many changes going on in my life at so many levels, so I will probably just jump from subject to subject rather randomly. Some of my friends would say that randomization is my usual communication pattern. I hope they are right.
Enjoy the magic.
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